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Name: Shelley Country: Singapore Metro: Singapore Gender: Female
Interests: Singing, dancing, clubbing, tattooing, body piercing, nail art, dolling up myself, Jay Chou n eating.... Expertise: Making up, Modelling shows, Nail arts... =) Occupation: Sales admine
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1/11/2004
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| No words that can comprehen the mixed feelings that is within me...
Apologize i guess should be it... Indeed a friendship that worth remembering and cherishing.
Trust is the next that i should put across.. You gave me hope, and assurance... Trust i might have gained in or broke it... You gave me a ring, what is the entire meaning of it? Are we moving forward together or i shall leave you so that you can lead on better?
My future seems dark and fiery... I am on the verge of life... i know i have ruined it big time.. Sitting down behind this screen, thinking of what i am till now, i asked myself what have i actually achieved? I seriously do not think i have achieved anything, which i also felt that my life is so messed up that i do not even want to look at it anymore.. i have lost myself, i have lost faith, i have lost everything...
~ I wish you’ve never been so sweet, I wish you weren’t too special, I wish you never became my world. The problem is you are. I wish I didn’t know you and I wish I didn’t love you. The problem is I do. | | |
| My entry was lost... Here i am to reblogged.. Losing the feelings that i had a moment ago... I ruined my life this time round... Utterly ruined which my bimbo acts caused me to lose my family, friends, darling as well as Jexus. 2 final results that will portray: 1) Death 2) Hell... Hearing this song over and over caused my tears to roll down my cheeks uncontrollabily. Who taught the sun where to stand in the morning? And who told the ocean you can only come this far? And who showed the moon where to hide 'til evening? Whose words alone can catch a falling star?
Well, I know my Redeemer lives I know my Redeemer lives All of creation testifies This life within me cries I know my Redeemer lives, yeah
The very same God that spins things in orbit Runs to the weary, the worn and the weak And the same gentle hands that hold me when I'm broken They conquered death to bring me victory
Now I know my Redeemer lives I know my Redeemer lives Let all creation testify Let this life within me cry I know my Redeemer, He lives
To take away my shame And He lives forever, I'll proclaim That the payment for my sin Was the precious life He gave But now He's alive and there's an empty grave
And I know my Redeemer, He lives I know my Redeemer lives Let all creation testify Let this life within me cry I know my Redeemer
I know my Redeemer lives I know my Redeemer lives
I know that, I know that, I know that, I know that I know my Redeemer lives Because He lives I can face tomorrow
I know, I know, He lives, He lives, yeah, yeah I spoke with Him this morning He lives, He lives, the tomb is empty He lives, He lives, I've gotta tell everybody, yeah
I want to join you Mian to the painless, fearless world....
As she removed her make up everyday her blackeyeliner tainted her face, with tears, she look terrible her smile no longer there. zillions of sorrow, she cant find words to express she could only see herself alone. depression creeps in, she can only overdose or have slit wrist theory she is completely dead wandering around aimlessly life's meaningless she cant escape terror each night she checked her cellphone for no reasons why but each time, she feel needles pricking into her, bleeding heart. she turn to noone, it's really pointless she's nothing,she's already dead go ahead and scream its not like he could hear her she's gone forever..
She wrote 'i love you' onto the mirror, for he no longer hears her iI I seriously don't know what more is laying ahead... ~All I know is that I'm lost without you.. | | |
| Feeling dreadful, useless, down and seriously with tons of mixed feelings that engulfed me thoroughly that speaks me with no words.. Here I am living life as though in hell.. I really got the urge to end my life.. I know if I do so, all things are settled, jexus, would be taken care fully by his father.. Darling can lead on a better life with a much better girlfriend or wife.. Dad n mum has a less worrying daughter.. I don't have the courage and faith to face the challenge that's ahead..god, my faith runs so low.. Bring me home.. In Jesus name I pray.. Amen!! | | |
| Office Sucks... I don't want to work here anymore.. Since when does a Sales does not gets commission even sales target is met and all? One word: "Fucked Up!" Been emotionally roller coaster. My bad habits of shopping is back. Went to Wing Tai Warehouse sales with Darling, wanted a top and a dress, the fucking top from Dorthy Perkins had the sensor thingy on, in order to have that dress, i will have to shop-hop all the outlets of theirs to test my luck on the right machine avail to unlatch the sensor thingy. Out of irritant, threw the top back to them, paid off my dress from Topshop at S$29, normal price: S$69.90 and off we go. Night after work, Darling had RT, i wondered around at Compass Point before heading home for Dinner with my family and to visit my god father's new born princess. My Loots... Faceshop- (Eye brow pencil, eye liner, 2 nail colours with a free travel kit skincare). D&C- (2 pairs of heels + a pair of flats - i am so bling for Christmas) Design 1 Design 2 Design 3 Giving myself an good excuse to shop that bit, just for Christmas.=) Dead tired, dead broke this month... I want more Moolahs... *if only i can print it myself* -Christmas is near.. not an inch of me has left our memories with you. | | |
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