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Name: Shelley
Country: Singapore
Metro: Singapore
Gender: Female


Interests: Singing, dancing, clubbing, tattooing, body piercing, nail art, dolling up myself, Jay Chou n eating....
Expertise: Making up, Modelling shows, Nail arts... =)
Occupation: Sales admine


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Member Since: 1/11/2004

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

 Preoccuppied with alot of thoughts and feelings.. Not too sure the choices i have made is right...

Looking forward to:

zouk out

Christmas (Party, Drink, Drop)

New Year (New Year, New Start, New Resolutions)

1 Year Anniversary

Chinese New Year

Valentines Day

=)


Saturday, November 14, 2009

1st attempt using my new toy (blackberry bold) to update this bloggy of mine.. Hope this don't look weird in terms of format and all.. I am actually on the bus going for driving.. Went for 2nd time servicing after the irritating problem of not able to receive incoming calls, which changed a new set for me yesterday.. Less then 2hours the problem came back.. Stompong with anger I headed back to plaza sing aft my 2 practises.. They finallu managed to fixed it.. Keeping my fingers ultimately crossed.. While waiting, went for a little shooping causing $40 damage into my wallet.. Bought a pair of comfy silver pump frm rubi, den went daiso to get sponge, cloths, shades, cd holder for xiao bai.. After driving, heading home to wash xiao bai, which unknowningly gotten for coming 2 weeks, sitting in the multi-storey carpark turning grey with the companion of dirt and dust.. Lolx..

Being emo again.. I am missing you.. This song is for you..

Shayne Ward
All My Life lyrics

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you, more
Precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one your my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of... baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you
And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me
You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is
A glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is
A glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is
A glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way
Too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
[Repeat till fade]


Saturday, October 31, 2009

Randomly looking into songs that i want to download...

Heard this song, totally beautiful lyrics, totally meaningful... Decided to learn it, i realised i am a person that is all about songs... Songs can describe me totally.. The songs i love are all sad love songs... This shows how much i lost faith in it already... Fairy tales don't exist.. I am not a kid to furnish me with Cinderalla, Snow White and etc...

对和错再提起
 早已经没意义
 生命是一场 不停的旅行
 分与合的距离
 一念间成定局
 那时的我们却还看不清
 来不及握在手里
 错过的就再也回不去
 也许越是在意
 就越会承受不起
 转身后的思念
 一天天堆积
 爱过的你还在我心里
 虽然我们不能在一起
 多少凄凉的夜闭上眼
 以为在你身边
 爱过的你还在我心里
 无缘相守却又无难忘记
 那些曾经走过的悲喜
 刻成了回忆
 来不及握在手里
 错过的就再也回不去
 也许越是在意
 就越会承受不起
 转身后的思念
 一天天堆积
 爱过的你还在我心里
 虽然我们不能在一起
 多少凄凉的夜闭上眼
 以为在你身边
 爱过的你还在我心里
 无缘相守却又无难忘记
 那些曾经走过的悲喜
 刻成了回忆
 爱过的你还在我心里
 虽然我们不能在一起
 多少凄凉的夜闭上眼
 以为在你身边
 爱过的你还在我心里
 无缘相守却又无难忘记
 那些曾经走过的悲喜
 刻成了回忆
 那些曾经走过的悲喜
 刻成了回忆

Learning to take my baby steps to grow up more.. I am stumbling back to the tiny me which i shall deem not for it to happen...

Happy Halloween.. Boring Halloween this year.. O.o


Friday, October 30, 2009

 Numbness is all that i can say n feel...

As tears filled in the eyes totally speechless...

Do you know how that feels?

sad

Currently
iSouljaBoyTellem
By Soulja Boy Tell'em
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Feel like blogging.. But had no clue on what to blog about..

Just though that i felt that my heart has a rock sitting on it.. Feeling just breathless and dense...

10 months have passed... a year of the relationship is catching up, plans have been made... But trust level is it as we thought? Serious communication is in the relationship... Standing by faith and hopes all these whiles, thinking that things can somehow work out... I am starting to feel on roller coaster rides, high with hopes and purging down with total disappointment... 

I don't even want to think, that is how bad...
  Perhaps this will happen....


Boohoo... *prayed*

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing ...
I said nothing can take away these blues,
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me?
He said, girl, you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool ...
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you
Currently
I Do Not Want What I Haven't Got
By Sinéad O'Connor
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